Words I can't get out flood pages that are blank. It frees my mind of stresses in my life to help better understand parts of my days as it always has in the past. You know why that is so hard for me? Because my brain is always RUNNING! It's also always wandering down the paths that have been made. Some made with sand that washes with the sea and some with stone that will truly never go away. If I could just make it stop for just a moment. Take a breath. Sometimes pull a hamstring & in pain so I have trouble moving again. I have to fight going down some paths because I already know they will lead to dead ends.
If I could only just find the finish line. Pull through. But I know it's a marathon, and I know I will never reach the finish (as depressing as it sounds). Unless, I become mentally handicapped or something. I will always get lost and say, "Hey, I've been this way before." I'll always make new roads & find new places. It's the most adventurous run of my entire life. It's my life.
Kinda like Alice and I fell down the rabbit hole. Flowers, seas, drink me, very merry un-birthdays and tea parties, painting roses, dark scary places drowned in tears, with doors that lead to who knows where! I think everyone feels like their in wonderland at some time or another. Some never come home!
If I could only just find the finish line. Pull through. But I know it's a marathon, and I know I will never reach the finish (as depressing as it sounds). Unless, I become mentally handicapped or something. I will always get lost and say, "Hey, I've been this way before." I'll always make new roads & find new places. It's the most adventurous run of my entire life. It's my life.
Kinda like Alice and I fell down the rabbit hole. Flowers, seas, drink me, very merry un-birthdays and tea parties, painting roses, dark scary places drowned in tears, with doors that lead to who knows where! I think everyone feels like their in wonderland at some time or another. Some never come home!
